Where do I go from here?

Ever since the Dominican, I've had a very hard time keeping on track with my points. And I could say it's because I was on a navy contract but I think that'd be a lie. Because if I had been going to the Dominican after my contracts, I definitely would be watching my points. Basically what I'm trying to say is that I don't have a specific goal. "I want to look better" or "I want to be healthier" are just not going to cut it. I just don't have anything very specific in mind. Bathing suit season isn't specific enough either. Basically, I think I'm just going to have to exercise my willpower. Friday will be my first "week" back, but I'm starting today. I can do it!